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I find it very hard creating an Avatar for myself and would like to know more about the purpose of
an Avatar is? I think for me, I would rather rely on prayer and what I may receive from GOD.Please if any one would like to discuss this with me, I would be very open to hear the benefits of having our own
Avatar.Thank you in Advance. Peace and Love. Jaydean
I feel the same way, Judith. I can feel a presence during the Project: Forwards but I’ve yet to have any clear visuals or other sensations during the meditations.
I just realized that “imagination” and
“Visualization” for me might be two different things. I work in a design. Industry and 2d to 3d is easy for me. Yet this is a totally different animal I am trying to figure out.Judith, I was raised at Church. I find that the idea of God I have can both help me understand this material but also place a block on me.
Most of the concepts we learn from Bible make sense… but many people see God as some sort of Lord, king or dictator that has his OWN plan and purpose written down for you and you have no escape or control over it. ..and that is where the problem isLong story short – the Avatar is yourself. Your Higher Self. You have to figure out what he or she is like to know yourself. And you have to trust him or her (yourself). And if you are religious think about it this way: God made you like him and put a part of himself in you… the holy flame or spirit..something like that.., therefore you are a part of God, and God is everywhere and in everything, therefore you are everywhere and everything and therefor you are Universe. …isn’t that just beautiful?
I myself can’t wrap my head around this. I have trouble seeing my Avatar too. But if I concentrate I feel a presence of a super tall still figure on my right hand side sitting beside me, ALWAYS on my RIGHT(that can’t be wrong, right?)… so.. the other day.. a day after I got good news I was waiting for for almost a year (and forgot I was waiting for them already and went along and got happy with my life as is ) and 3 days after I send love and thanks to two people in my life that I thought I was lucky to have, and 2 days after those two people got some great life oportunities they were waiting and praying for.. and about 4 days after i started this program. (weird… very weird…) I literally got frustrated with my “good news ” and the opportunity. . Because I already went along and was happy with what i had .. so I sat down in my meditation with my avatar, went trough the 4 temple entrances breathing and told her… listen, I obviously still want that opportunity that came up because it is what will make me happy but I don’t want it in this way and this week because I have to finish this task i am working on and because i don’t want to let a certain person down by just moving on like this… so you figure this out, I leave it to you, and thank you for getting it to me. So… now day after day things are happening, people are calling me and this mountain is turning towards me the other side, the perfect climbing side that works for me, and even better than I expected. You know what else is weird… I did give up on this oportunity a while back in my mind, but at the back of my mind I set a little “but”.. like… I am ok where I am, I would move on only if this certain person was not counting on me anymore, and that would be only possible if this person moved on in life and we basically were not in touch anymore ..which I knew was impossible, but it happened. . And, to make my super confusing story even more interesting ..this person was one of the two people I was sending my love and thanks to… less than two weeks ago.
There is another topic about an Avatar and issues with getting money at work in this community … that might be helpful too. Go through the posts
Had trouble myself but eventually accepted what was showing up. My Avatars are two featureless beings, they go from black/ gray to sometimes white, they have a silver/gray outline. Not really shiny, but sort of glisten. Usually one on each side of me when I’m in my space. They also seem to represent female and male, but not specifically, and are androgenous. When these first appeared in the meditation, which I think may have been with the Silva method, I just assumed it was something I was trying to make up to have an Avatar. However, when going through this program the first time, nothing showed up, then all of a sudden these again. So I just accepted it. Still doesn’t seem real, but that doesn’t matter. I’m just accepting them. I can now visualize them and my space while typing this, so almost consciously. Point being, if yours shows up as a box, or animal, or cloud while in your space, just accept it. Maybe it will change with time, maybe not. I stopped trying to put phsyical limitations on my thoughts in order to make the perfect Avatar. For that matter, I also had a challenge accepting my space, but the same scenes come up everytime I try, so I’ve just accepted it.
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